i hate when i driknnk too much
i feel like shit
I just had three consecutive dreams about death by explosion. The worst part about it was that bobo was in it. I was trying to put her on a leash so I can take her outside but then she ran right off the balcony and splatted her body on the ground. Her organs were everywhere and I literally stood there and screamed at the top of my lungs. I thought that I could fix her and put her back together so I was asking people if they could help me assemble her. I asked this woman and she just looked at it and horror, as if it @ brought back some memories of the Holocaust for her or something. All of a sudden the city was under attack and everyone was trying to find shelter. But there were no room people were outside screaming. Those who had made it into small shops were squeezed in and scared. We heard bombs dropping outside. I was still trying to reassemble Bobo. All of a sudden the bomb dropped on our shelter and I could just feel my muscles contract to the explosion. I had woken up right after I died.
I feel so empty sometimes, like there’s a void within me that nothing can fill