Stop faking your fucking orgasms. Society already tells young men that they run the fucking universe - if they can’t turn your cunt into a shooting star then for god’s sake, let them know about it.
A few days ago, I had the longest and most exciting astral projection of my life. Usually when I projected before, it was always short, my vision was blurry, and I wasn’t fully conscious. So that means I wasn’t fully aware of what was happening. It was more like waking up into a dream, or lucid dreaming, which is very similar to astral projection, but it is quite a different experience than being fully conscious when you leave the body. It was interesting how it happened. I find that it is easiest to project, either a few hours after you have fallen asleep, you wake up, perhaps setting a mental alarm clock, to find yourself in sleep paralysis. Or during the time in which you are supposed to be getting out of bed, but don’t want to! Then you have the ability to let go and leave the body consciously. This is also the state in which many call the inbetween state, and I will write about that in another post. The best time for me personally, is during the time when I am supposed to be getting out of bed. That is the time when the mind is the most quiet, and the body is extremely relaxed. Falling back to sleep is not a problem if you don’t have an alarm going off every 9 minutes. If you are intentionally trying to project, you can allow your body to fall back to sleep, but remain conscious while this occurs. It does of course, take some practice with meditative techniques, such as letting go of the breath, allowing the body to breath on its own, as it does when it sleeps, without the need to control it. Once you can let go in this way, you will then be able to surrender the body. Meaning, you will be able to leave the body, and explore the astral realms.
My projection the other day, lasted only about 5 minutes, and it was a very exhilarating experience. It was around 9am, and I was supposed to be getting up, however, mornings for me, are my most intimate time. That is when my sexual energy is at its highest peak, and so it is the time where I enjoy just being intimate with myself. That does not include masturbation, or ejaculation, by being intimate with myself, I simply mean, loving how I feel. Loving sexual energy, embracing it, allowing it, to flow upwards through my body giving me feelings of vitality, love, and pleasure. Just being. I can lay in this state for an hour, or more, and not even realize that much time has passed. It feels incredible. It feels like I am tapping into a fountain of youth, the eternal energy of being, of source. It is what sets my mood for the day, which allows me to be much happier, and handle whatever the day may bring, with a sense of calmness and integrity. So I went back to sleep, and decided to stay conscious. To stay conscious, I just focused on the feelings of my body, while relaxing fully, and giving up control of the breath. It didn’t take long, maybe 5 minutes before I felt the energy of my being begin to swirl, I surrendered to this, and suddenly it felt like I was being dragged by my feet. It felt like I was in a river, flowing with it, and after a few minutes, I was out of my body. I could see the room I sleep, as clear as I can see it when I am awake. I navigated the room, and then drifted upward through the ceiling and out into the world.
This is where the fun began. All movement is done with intention only. There is no physical movement required, so it takes a bit of practice to understand. Which I had learned through various astral projections in the past. So there I was out in the world, floating in the sky. Using intention I was able to soar like a bird above rooftops, and into the city. I flew up and down streets, learning as I went to use intention to turn, or go up, and down. Just the exhilaration of being able to fly, was enough to make the experience worthwhile. We are still fully capable of feeling when we are not in the body, so emotion is not just some chemical response of the body, emotion is available everywhere as a frequency, as energy. Beyond the exhilaration, was something even more spectacular. Everything looked more real. It can be compared to real life, in the same way we can compare DVD to HD. Everything was beautiful, and shiny, and full of life. So I flew around for a few minutes, having a blast, and then it was time for me to go back to my body, and suddenly I materialized back in my house, and entered by body. As this occured, the room appeared to be upside down. Then I opened my physical eyes, and the room appeared right side up.
In previous projections, fear was a big factor in making the projection very hard to sustain. When you first leave the body, it can be very scary, to the point where you’re scared right back into the body. So fear and astral projection do not go together, to project, you must be willing to face the unknown. You must be willing to let go of your identification with the body, to realize that you are not your body, that it is simply a vehicle that you are using to experience physicality. Another very interesting question that arises after your first successful projection, is which world is real? Many people may speculate upon other realms as being real, but many never actually experience leaving the body to experience those realms on their own. However, once you do, you take a theoretical question, and turn it into a very valid one! Both the astral realm, and the physical realm, seem as real as each other. They both have unique characteristics, and they both feel real. So this makes me wonder, is life just a dream? I can only answer yes, to this question, because the experience of other realms confirms many questions that humanity has struggled with for thousands of years. Yes, there is an after life, yes, reincarnation is real, yes, we are souls within a physical shell, yes, other realms exist, which also means other beings, other worlds, exist as well. Yes, we are free to come and go from the body as we wish, as long as we face our fears, and let go of all that holds us back. We are not bound by physicality, we are bound only by the universe, and its infinite possibility. We truly are capable of anything.
-you smell different when you’re awake
-please help me (then smile as if nothing happened)
-you have lovely skin, I can’t wait to wear it
-your hair tastes like strawberries
-he knows, don’t go home.
-I always knew you would die in my arms
-every time I poop I think of you
-no one will ever believe you
-I killed mufasa
-I bet you didn’t feel me lick your ear
-mother told me it would be like this
welcome to my crib sorry it’s a little small i’ve had it since I was a baby